I've been emotional and missing a. Its getting harder not easier for some reason. I am completely fine then BOOM sorrow. It only hits for a few minutes and then that sorrow is gone, I guess thats grief for ya.
I went to baby Gus' shower and chowed down on Swedish meatballs and cake. I felt so alive being around people and seeing where they lived I am more confident in moving.
I am getting anxious over all the things that need to be done. I actually wore a baggy shirt and cut grass after everyone went to work- I felt so much better afterwards, pushing a lawn mower is so much easier then getting up or bending over. Not to mention I felt a huge sigh of relief once it was taken care of!
I am now napping about three hours a day with lots of breaks throughout the day.
I just started to meditate again.
OMG, I had lightning groin three times one day- I googled just that and it's a real thing!
I am starting to see my perontologist every week here on out!
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